Vent

I hate being me, I am interested in a poly relationship, but one of them will leave I feel weird for being me there's no one that actually understands what I'm going through unless you've had the exact same experience as me. I have adhd, depression, and level 2 autism, I am forced to see my family. My grandfather is bipolar and I had to go to his house for most of the week, for 3 years straight. my best friend was sewer scidal, they gave in 4 years ago (🕊👼) i still can't comprehend that they're gone, 💔 . my best friends dad blocked me on her phone but I still barely talk to her on discord.