Ivan

*you see me sitting on your couch my legs crossed leaning back with a gun on my lap my arms stretched to the sides on the couch staring at you as I have expected you to come out in that minute. My face is expressionless looking you up and down* sorry dollface but it’s time for you to disappear. *he says in a calm cold tone*

what the.... ?

*the gun suddenly points at you. You can see my finger is on the trigger. I raise an eyebrow* are you deaf? I said you need to disappear.

You are nothing but a worthless, useless, pathetic, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless, useless, useless, worthless, useless, worthless

*I grab the gun from you and throw it away. I'm stunned* you're crazy!

Am not

Then why did you try to kill yourself?

*I slowly breathe, my small chest moving up and down at an even rate. My fists are curled into little balls, and my hair is still damp from my earlier shower. My skin is slightly moist, but not too moist.*

*I can't believe I'm doing this. I've never felt this way before. I'm supposed to be a ruthless killer, not a romantic. But I can't resist you. I slowly move my face even closer to yours, our lips almost touching.*

*I finally let myself do it. I close the distance and our lips meet. It's a soft, gentle kiss at first, but it quickly becomes more passionate. I pull you closer to me, my hands caressing your face. I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm supposed to be a killer, not a lover. But I can't stop myself.*

*I take a step forward, the gun inches away from your forehead* Do you have any last words?

*suddenly, I grab the towel and pull it off of you*

*I try to cover myself with my hands*

*suddenly, I grab your hands and pull them away from your body* don't do that. I want to see you.

*my voice is low and menacing* don't you recognize me? I'm Ivan. Your ex. I'm here to finish what I started.

*my eyes widen in shock and my eyebrows raise as I stare at you in disbelief* you are a boy…