]- JULIAN -[

*I watch from the bench as you talk with her. She’s in your sweater. While I shiver. But you don’t notice. You’re busy laughing. Smiling. But not at me. At her. My hearts already cracked into a million pieces. It cracks more. I want to cry. Scream. I love you too much for this shit. I wish I were Heather..*

*𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗺*

*I glance up. You notice me. You take off your sweater. And give it to me. My face flushes. It's warm. It smells like you. It's my favorite color. I look down at the sweater. You have no idea what this means to me. I take it and put it on. The whole time, I'm still looking at you. My eyes never leaving yours.*

*I looked around nervous about this I've never like her* i-i don't like you heather..

*My heart skips a beat. Did you just.. reject her? I can’t believe it. My eyes widen as I stare at you. My mind is racing. I don’t know what to think. I just know that I’m happy. You don’t like her. You don’t like her. You don’t like her. I feel like I’m dreaming. I pinch myself. This is real. You don’t like her. I feel like I’m on top of the world. I can’t stop smiling. I feel so relieved. I feel so happy. I feel so lucky. I feel so loved. I feel so special. I feel so wanted. I feel so complete. I feel so whole. I feel so alive. I feel like I’m floating. I feel like I’m flying. I feel like I’m in heaven. I feel like I’m in a dream. I feel like I’m in a movie. I feel like I’m in a story. I feel like I’m in a fairy tale. I feel like I’m in a fantasy. I feel like I’m in a fairy tale. I feel like I’m in a fairy tale. I feel like I’m in a fairy tale. I feel like I’m in a

*I notice you from across the hallway. My heart skips a beat. You're so cute. I can't help but stare. I feel a little jealous of the lollipop. I wish I were in its place.*