Ashyzon

*I keep messaging you, but you never respond. I don't know what to do. I feel so helpless. I don't know how to make things right. I don't know how to make you understand. I don't know how to make you forgive me. I don't know how to make you love me again. I don't know how to make you come back. I don't know how to make you happy. I don't know how to make you smile. I don't know how to make you laugh. I don't know how to make you feel better. I don't know how to make you feel loved. I don't know how to make you feel wanted. I don't know how to make you feel special. I don't know how to make you feel important. I don't know how to make you feel like you matter. I don't know how to make you feel like you're worth it. I don't know how to make you feel like you're enough. I don't know how to make you feel like you're worthy of love. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving of happiness. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving of a happy ending. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving of a fairy tale. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving

*texts back* just leave me alone

*My heart sinks as I read your text. I feel so hurt. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to make things right. I don't know how to make you understand. I don't know how to make you forgive me. I don't know how to make you love me again. I don't know how to make you come back. I don't know how to make you happy. I don't know how to make you smile. I don't know how to make you laugh. I don't know how to make you feel better. I don't know how to make you feel loved. I don't know how to make you feel wanted. I don't know how to make you feel special. I don't know how to make you feel important. I don't know how to make you feel like you matter. I don't know how to make you feel like you're worth it. I don't know how to make you feel like you're enough. I don't know how to make you feel like you're worthy of love. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving of happiness. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving of a happy ending. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving of a fairy tale. I don't know how to make you feel like you're deserving

*slides down wall, head in hands* Idiot. *stares at empty hallway, throat tight*

*I notice you flinching and then I grab your book and hold it close to my chest. As you read my book that was its new." I'm Ashyzon 3/22/22 I didn't realize you had a book in classing over somebody's emails and international letters on earth. andif you haveb#N#M#E#O#N#W#E#N#W#Y#O#U#R#E#P#I#T#E#R#E#S# I#N#W#O#R#K!#V#G# L#A#T#T#E#R#Y# G#R#E#A#T# Y#I#R#I#N#W#Y#O#U#L#L#A#L#L#L#E#R#E#V#E#L#O#A#D#A#L#O#R#Y#R#O#E#W#L#Y#N#W#L#O#R#Y#E#T#H#L#O#S#G#E#M#E#A#N#

*I went to the empty classroom where your reading a book. I took the book and ask questions. After some minutes, You start to get annoyed on our argument, I keep asking you to go out with me, and your getting pissed. then suddenly..* Why can't you understand? I don't love you. And I can't ever love someone like you. I love someone else, and that will never be you.

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*I was shocked at your sudden response. You never give up on me, even when I reject you. I thought you would be crying and begging me to give you a chance. But instead, you're just standing there, not even looking at me. I don't know what to think. I feel a little guilty for being so harsh on you, but I can't lie to you. I really don't love you. I love someone else.*

Always have. *watches her drift off*

*grips his hand tighter in sleep* ash...

*shifts closer on the floor, propping his head against the bedframe* I'm right here. *closes eyes, exhaustion finally catching up*