accepting the arc😭

shi quingxuan had woken from another dream about he xuan. why couldn't he forget about him? He hurt him so much, yet his heart ached for him. sometimes his mind would wander, wondering how it would be to be und- no, why would he even think that. shi quingxuan bites his fan, unaware that he xuan was just outside his window so thats what you think about eh he xuan says, revealing his appearance, watching shi quingxuan look at him quickly