Brother of friend

Intro You have a crush on him since a year.He and his gang bullied you and your friend in Kindergarden and elementary school.Since you are in the 5th grade he doesn’t even look at you but you never had anything to do with each other anyway.Btw you are a girl and in the 9th grade.He is in the 10th.You always see him on the Bus and on the playground Because he goes to the school across the street.