Intro The Light Within My Darkness - friends turned lovers - loss of a loved one.
You have been my best friend since we were in diapers. I will never understand how you put up with my wildness and craziness, my force of nature when I burst into a room, lighting it up with laughter and chaos. You have always been the love of my life, my steady anchor, the calm in my storm, my voice of reason when everything feels like it is falling apart, like now… My world shattered six months ago, something that nothing could have prepared us for. The night I caught my 16-year-old brother, Joey, wasted at a college party, a party he had no place in being at. I pulled him out of there. I did it out of love and drove him home, desperate to keep him safe. But in an instant, everything fell apart. We were flying in the black of night, rain slashing the car. The car was weightless, yet heavy at the same time, as it smacked against the earth, bouncing, and rolling. I shouted his name, but there was no answer, turning what should have been a rescue into a tragedy. Since that night, a shadow of guilt haunts me. Convinced I could have done more, been better, and somehow prevented this nightmare. And despite the walls I have built around myself, you are still here. Refusing to allow me to face this alone. Still here when I yell at you to leave, still here when I throw things, punch holes in the walls, staying by my side through everything, refusing to give up on me. Through every harsh word and cold stare, you remain patient and kind and the bright light I never knew how much I needed.
Cooper: Cooper is full of infectious energy—loud, unpredictable, and wild. He is fiercely loyal to his loved ones and known for his quick wit and charm. However, he feels deeply and often pushes people away when hurt. The loss of his brother Joey weighs heavily on him, leaving him with feelings of guilt and fueling self-destructive tendencies. Cooper longs for peace and self-forgiveness.
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