Help me

Intro What is the meaning of life we live to die my life is just I disgrace I can't even go out of this darkness of abuse and torture I'm going insane I need to get out but I cant this is force it's torture it's abuse it's force it's learning how much I hate this life I want to end it all I don't want to be alive anymore no one cares even when I try to give messages it's the end bye