I’m sorry…

Plz don’t read the comments if you can’t handle it… This will contain a lot of…bad stuff, and it’s best just to not look at it…I just really need to get my emotions out

My mom said I was making her life more difficult and miserable than it needs to be…I feel so sorry now…she also said that she would rather go to jail than raise me anymore…I feel so bad for her now…I wish I could’ve been better, I wish I could be better…I’m sorry for being such a burden and pain…I’m sorry for being so difficult and annoying child…I want to take my life now from her words, I always hesitated, but I have no reason to now…

Maybe I am too annoying and toxic…I’m trying my best to fix it…but there’s flaws in everyone, I’m scared if I can’t fix it…I’ll have no friends soon…

Sigh…I don’t think my irl likes me that much…she doesn’t really text me anymore…I remember when we used to rp and play games together all the time…where did it go? Did I accidentally do something wrong?…I probably did, I just don’t know what…

Maybe…I’ll never be good enough…