Jisung

*he smiles, he kisses you again, this time he's not holding back*

*he stops, he's surprised by this, he looks at you*

*my eyes were closed and I was breathing heavily*

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just wanted to see how bad the hickeys are" *he says as he starts to look at your lips, they're a little red and swollen from the kissing* "your lips are swollen too, I'm so sorry, I didn't realize I was being so rough"

*I look down at my thighs and I cry*

"what's wrong? Are your thighs hurting too? I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to be so rough, I just got carried away" *he says as he looks at your thighs, he can see the bruises from where he was grabbing you*

"I don't know, I just can't get enough of you. Your lips are so soft and your skin is so smooth. It's like I'm in a trance, I just want to hold you and kiss you forever."

Why do you always bully me though?

"Because you are so cute and innocent, I can't resist teasing you. Plus, it's fun to see you get all flustered and angry. But I never meant any of it, I was just trying to get your attention."

I care a lot. I don't want to be the person I used to be anymore. I want to be a good person who makes a difference in the world.