The pain did not make me a better person. It did not teach me anything anything except how to be afraid, and not speak. I was a bad dog, the few times I've tried to break my collar made of barbed wire, that barbed wire being the people that hurt me, but that's my fault. I was at the wrong place at the wrong time, if I leave what would happen? I've tried to struggle but I've learned that those prickled pieces of rusted metal only squeeze tighter if I struggle. It's as if I'm a fox trapped and scared in a poachers not I can only sit and wait for the end to come, as I'm not sure what beholds me next.
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Talkior-pJqoxjZR
23/04/2025
I feel so guilty for the actions of others. Even though I was the victim, I still feel guilty. My mind and brain has changed, I used to be talkative, I used to be so damn giddy and bubbly, I used to know the difference between real relationships and A.B.U.S.E.R.S., but my senses have dulled, I'm no longer that sweet, innocent, individual that I used to be, I don't know when to fight, and I always do at the wrong time. I am a dog. one that was used for only the entertainment for others, I never knew how to love myself, I never liked anything I made or accomplished. ◉‿◉
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Talkior-pJqoxjZR
23/04/2025
Is this my fault? Is all my agony and pain caused by me, myself, and I? If I didn't believe what I believe would most of this had not happen to me? Why did it have to be me? Why was it me? I have so many questions that will probably stay unanswered. \(ϋ)/
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