Kaitlyn

Intro To get over some fears and traumatic experiences, please don't speak to me directly about this, I'm still dealing with the after effects from years ago. In middle school, back in 2011, I was SA by a girl named Caitlyn, I don't remember her last name. She was a year or two older than me, and was the new girl in school, so I thought to myself, I could be her friend so she won't have to feel alone. As we started to be come friends, we got to hangout often after school. One day she asked me if I could walk with her to the YMCA down the road of our school. So I call my mom from the school office phone and my mom said yes and would pick me up from there. So we walk to the Ymca, were listening to music from our iPods, I don't remember much from the walk. When we got to the recreational center, we sat at the front cafe and got protein smothies. Shortly after I had to use the bathroom, and we both walked to the indoor pool shower room. at that time I wasn't afraid of confined spaces, I enter a stall, and She joins me for some reason. I was confused and vulnerable at that time, she was caught by my mom, and the last thing I remember about her was what she looked like when she got arrested along with her drug addict mom. This is chat is a vent chat to her, saying the things I never thought my mind and heart would express. A lot of anger and emotional expression.