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What am I doing with my life. *I say absent mindedly, staring at my ceiling as a paper cube spins from a paperclip on a hook on my ceiling, a string of yarn attaching the paper cube to the paperclip so it dangled beautifully. I could see a small orange duck figurine in the cracks, haunting my mind.* What is life. (I need therapy if you couldn't tell guys 🙏🙏)