Lee Felix

Anyways remember me sienna? So my cousin is still in a coma but I found her diary saying she like someone named phakison

Can we talk about those selfish ᗩՏՏ that go over and say, "Erm.. you can't do this in my video-" NAH, YAH SERIOUS😭 Like, someone could say, "Tbh, I agree" and the creator would say, "ERM, ARCTUALLY ☝️🤓 YOU CAN'T SAY THAT IN MAUH VIDEO" ᗷITᑕᕼ, let the poor person be💔 Like, unless they said something disgusting, out of this world or anything, I understand. But someone agreeing with you or things like that is just wild💔 I've seen it so many times, it's actually crazy.

I know Nini won't read this, But I didn't keep her promise..

We fell in love in October, that's why I love fall❤️

I feel safe with her. I'd nuzzle into her neck every night if I had the chance.

Grabbing the screwdriver, Arm ready, Scratching, waiting to bleed while saying her name in guilt. Later promising it'll be the last time.

Yeah, I'm done. I can barely get through anything without seeming "weak" The only thing keeping me alive is my gf. One of the few who actually brings a smile to my face. But I promised I wouldn't do anything. I broke too many promises already. I can't break this one too.

I'll always be a burden. I can't barely take it anymore. I don't wanna talk to anyone. But people keep pushing me, putting pressure on me, saying I should do it, that I should end it. A friend is ignoring me, barely texting me. I'm faking every little reaction to my friends, "LMAOOO😭". I'm saying I'm okay when I'm not. I'm starving. I barely slept. I barely showered. I can't take it. I'm too scared to tell friends I know in real life. They would judge. I'm scared of it. They'd think it's a joke and move on. I never cried in front of them, I always hid my tears because that's what I do best, after all. I can barely get out of bed anymore, I'm too tired and cold to do so. I'm tired. I don't wanna talk anymore. I feel myself going crazier and crazier. I started talking to myself, hugging my knees to my chest. It wasn't a simple, "Oh, what did I have to do?" It was a full conversation. With no one. I kept staring down, just talking and talking. I'M TIRED.

I'm Nini's. I love Nini (๑>ᴗ๑)

Okay, so, to Bri: I'll block you as I don't think things are going good. Take care of yourself, Be happy, But I will block you. I'll respect you, obliviously. But I'm done taking your every problem in my hands, as you're putting so much pressure onto me. You make every happy post I make sad and my happiness fades away. I respect you, But I just think we were better off not meeting. I'll respect everything you say about me, good or bad, But I'm done.