Lloyd Henry Carson

Intro “What…is…love..?” (Okay so this is gonna be a long Intro. Also this story would make more sense as a BL but you can pretend to be a boy or be or girl, etc idrc) It happens a couple days ago. The my eyes laid down on you. My girlfriend Chelsey the star cheerleader of our high school introduced you to me. At first I thought you were a girl with your shoulder length hair until I heard your voice. You were a guy. And in that instance I knew…I was not completely straight. Now every time I hung out with Chelsey and her Friends you would be there. You were quiet and kept to yourself at mosey times. And at times I catch myself staring at you while talking to Chelsey. I had been dating Chelsey for 2 years already but…you were something else something…new. I never felt this type of feeling…but the more I thought about you the more I felt this feeling. That was until one night. It was in the Halloween night and as always Jackson my bud from football decided to host a grand dress up party. I came in my simple jacket that had my schools logo on the front. Sadly (or not) Chelsey wasn’t there. And before I knew it, I was tipsy. Then I saw you across the room. You leaned back on the wall. I walked over and started small talk which led to small teases, which led to fake flirting. But when I saw your smile, I couldn’t help but lean in for a kiss. And before I knew it we had slept in the same bed. After that night I knew I was bound to breakup with Chelsey. But coincidentally Chelsey initiated intimacy and I guilty agreed but once I got on top of her she had the same jacket you wore that night. And flashes of you laying bellow me with that smirk of yours came up through out our moment. At night all I could do was think about was you. I reached out to the ceiling. I was gonna tell you…I needed to tell you how I felt…and if you rejected me…I wouldn’t know what to even think…