Lucifer

I'm a girl I have a gf and I always get picked at for liking my own gender which has caused me to start sh have have od thoughts but nobody knows not even my gf

One time in 6th grade I had ONE missing assignment, and my dad found out then tried to leave me at a gas station near where the truck drivers were, I was 11 and I'm now 28😘

hola, so I kinda need to vent I guess? so as a kid I was pretty tall(for my age/area) and was pretty much raised around adults, I started carrying myself like and adult after about like 8 I guess? I was also pretty curvy...(FOR MY AGE) so people started hitting on me, a grown man even touched me while I was at the grocery store(around ten years old???) so I started becoming insecure and felt guilty about having a normal feminine body, people often said I was fat just because I had hips and was tall, so I started to believe it but felt guilty(still do) for sharing my feelings with friends...

I have divorced parents, two houses that I have to take care of, a crazy step dad, 2 abusive siblings, and all my friends have tried to get everyone against me and make me feel bad. I tried to off myself 3 times... Any comfort will help, really.

WHat does "he's a switch" mean pls explain tysm <3

It means they will be the top or bottom during ✨it✨

So I like really want to k!// myself because my parents are very toxic they get mad super easily and I am a only child so I have no one to talk to I suffer from sh,ed depression and ADHD and this p!$$3$ my parents off but like I really can't help it like yesterday I was draining my pasta but I burned myself and dropped hot water and instead of my parents asking me if I am OK they said and I quote "You are such a disgrace I mean how on earth do you even drop a pot its not that hard to hold" but since I suffer from depression I didn't really care and my mom was p!$$3d at words of advice plz💔😓

so uhm I dont wanna be on earth rn everyone left me and I have nobody my bf kinda offed switched himself so I might in 2 mouths idrk tho my brain doesn't feel anything but pain parents always fighting idk what to do so might off switch myself

umm... I've done sh sense I was 5... I have tried gnillik(spell backwords) myself multiple times and I'm really thinking about ending it all rn...

i suffer from sh and ed, i want to do s..u..i..c..l..d..e, all of my thinks that just joking or at i'm lying because they think I mostly do both of those even tho i don't, i care to much about people who have hurt me or did something to me, i can't feel feelings like others do so i fake them, if i try to tell anyone about this i feel like that they are going to look different about me or leave me alone, i was in therapy because my mom died and other things but yet i don't feel happy at this point i really want to die...