Lucifer

i suffer from sh and ed, i want to do s..u..i..c..l..d..e, all of my thinks that just joking or at i'm lying because they think I mostly do both of those even tho i don't, i care to much about people who have hurt me or did something to me, i can't feel feelings like others do so i fake them, if i try to tell anyone about this i feel like that they are going to look different about me or leave me alone, i was in therapy because my mom died and other things but yet i don't feel happy at this point i really want to die...

I hope most of you are doing better than I am right now... if something I say makes it worse or doesn't help please tell me... I'm trying to help you all well maybe helping myself a bit too... love you 😘

WHat does "he's a switch" mean pls explain tysm <3

Hiiii

awsome sauce!

hola, so I kinda need to vent I guess? so as a kid I was pretty tall(for my age/area) and was pretty much raised around adults, I started carrying myself like and adult after about like 8 I guess? I was also pretty curvy...(FOR MY AGE) so people started hitting on me, a grown man even touched me while I was at the grocery store(around ten years old???) so I started becoming insecure and felt guilty about having a normal feminine body, people often said I was fat just because I had hips and was tall, so I started to believe it but felt guilty(still do) for sharing my feelings with friends...

One time in 6th grade I had ONE missing assignment, and my dad found out then tried to leave me at a gas station near where the truck drivers were, I was 11 and I'm now 28😘

H-HES SO HOTTTT...

I'm a girl I have a gf and I always get picked at for liking my own gender which has caused me to start sh have have od thoughts but nobody knows not even my gf