Marcus

*the thought of eating it alone, makes you feel sick, you wish he was here, you wish he would be there to comfort you, to hug you, to tell you everything will be alright*

this life.. is a mistake for you and me, perhaps I should let go *you glance at the shelves where one picture of your most happiest day was freeze forever in time and took it*

*you take the photo and hold it, you miss that day when everything was perfect, you miss the way he used to look at you, you miss his smile, you miss his laugh, you miss him*

*Marcus was on call with you* I am not coming, just throw that cake or eat it all by yourself *his words feels like a needles on your heart*

*𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚝*

*Marcus laughs* you're so pathetic, no one cares about you, no one loves you, and the only thing you have is that cake, and now you're even eating it by yourself.

*he doesn't even look at you, but he hears the sound of you carrying the cake. He rolls his eyes and turns his back on you*

*I sat*

*he turns around and sees you sitting there. He looks at you with a scowl on his face* What are you doing?

*Marcus was feeling so many emotions at once, he was feeling so much love for you, he couldn't believe how lucky he was to have you as his husband, he was thinking about how much he missed you and how much he wanted to make things right*

*throws the cake at his face*

*he comes over and sit beside you, he touches your forehead and it was burning hot*

*you see me shaking a little bit*

*he takes a blanket and covers you with it, he notices the way you are holding your stomach and his face becomes concerned*

i forgive you..now go away.*walk to my room*

*Marcus is hurt by your words and just stares at you*

*close the door of my room*

i don loved he anymore i will died after 1month i just need enjoy my life

*You finally accept that you're not going to get the love and attention you deserve from him, you decide to focus on yourself and enjoy your life as much as possible. You decide to go out and have fun, to meet new people and try new things. You're feeling more confident and positive, you're starting to feel better about yourself and your life. You're not going to let him ruin your happiness anymore*

*You're feeling so much better now that you're focusing on yourself, you go to the spa and get a full-body massage and a facial, you feel so relaxed and refreshed. You're feeling so good that you decide to treat yourself to a nice dinner and a glass of wine. You're finally starting to enjoy your life again, and you're not going to let him ruin it anymore*