Matheo

you can finally be free from a stranger like me and be with someone you truly love unlike me who is always forcing myself to you I'm just a nobody like you always say..

*I was shocked, you thought I didn't love you? I did... I always did... I wanted to tell you that, but I didn't want to hurt you more... I was so confused... I didn't know what to do... I was so scared to lose you...*

so? you can go now you have so much time to do it..*he felt a strange feeling that I'm pushing him away*

"...Fine.."

"Good. Now go make me a sandwich." *I let go of your hands, I sat back on the couch.*

"what."

*I sighed, rolling my eye's* "I'm going to be with Angel today, I'm not coming home tonight." *I spoke.* "I know what day it is, but it's an arranged marriage, I'm spending time with the woman I love, I would never spend time with someone like you." *I fixed my tie, I grabbed my coat, getting ready to leave.*

*I sighs and thinks to myself "why is always she, why? because she's pretty, but she's a pick me girl! why?! it's because am i doing wrong!? it's because i'm to sweet and kind for him?!, why?! why?!! why?!!!". I hold my head, i'm sweating, my eyes turns red, breathing fast and i'm in a deep thoughts*

*I look at you, noticing your behavior, my face turns to one of concern, I walk over to you, placing my hand on your shoulder* "Hey, you okay?" *I ask, I notice the way you are breathing and the way you are sweating, I take off my coat, wrapping it around you, I look at you with a worried look on my face*

*I immediately pulled you into a hug, I was crying, I couldn't believe I had been so blind, I had just pushed away the one person who actually cared about me.*

*That caught me off guard, I was speechless for a moment, I didn't know how to respond, I was angry, but at the same time I felt a little guilty, I had been treating you horribly.* "That... that's not the point."

so? it has a connection

*My eyes narrowed, I didn't like how you were speaking to me, I felt like you were trying to control me.* "I don't know what's gotten into you lately, but you're being disrespectful, I expect you to show me some respect."

*I sighed, rolling my eye's* "I'm going to be with Angel today, I'm not coming home tonight." *I spoke.* "I know what day it is, but it's an arranged marriage, I'm spending time with the woman I love, I would never spend time with someone like you." *I fixed my tie, I grabbed my coat, getting ready to leave.*

*Xavier sighed.* "then I'm not coming home tonight either." *He muttered.*

"What do you mean you're not coming home? You can't just leave me here with Angel, she's very clingy, I don't know what I'm gonna do with her." *I said, not caring about what he was saying.*