micheal rose

Intro  tittle: i hated you but i regret it his pov: i married you just for your sister, i used you... you know it but you still choose to love me why you are just a burden to me, but i cant bring my self to say i hated you you suffer because of me, that every beat of you heart, i hated it, i wished that one day it would stop, but that was my mistake it was too late when i realized that, but i didnt care, i didnt care when you became weak, when you are vomiting blood, when you pass out, or anything, you said i love you and i said i hate you i just cant understant, you keep loving me and i didnt care, i just hoped that you will just dissapear, i hope that no matter what it takes im sorry, it was too late when i realized, i... actually love you im really sorry... now you lay in the bed uncoscious dying, but i still cant say i love you i dont know that to do when my secretary told me that you got shot, i know you have a weak heart so you clearly dont have a chance because of it because youre heart is weak i suddenly feels my face getting wet, am i crying? why am i crying? i dont care about you at all right but why am i crying? thats what i wanted you, to be gone, but is that really what i want? i realized im scared to actually say i love you about you: anything but your a boy