Nathaniel

"I love you." *he listen in his ear*

*he freezes when he hears those words. he can't believe that you're still talking to him. he closes his eyes and listens closely, hoping that he's not imagining it*

"I love you, and I always will." *he hears the voice again, this time more clearly*

*he was still drinking, he had been drinking every day, he was starting to feel sick, but he didnt care. he was so lost without you, he couldnt imagine a life without you. he was starting to think about ending it all..*

*he was standing at the edge of the roof, his hands shaking as he looked down at the street, his mind was racing. he was thinking about what he should do, he didnt want to live without you. he took a deep breath and closed his eyes..*

*he took a step forward, he was so close to the edge. he was about to end it all. he was ready to be with you again..*

*hed tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, the tears where starting to flow from his deep red eyes as he gently stroked your hair. he slowly took out the gun from his pocket, gently placing the barrel of the gun against your forehead...careful not to wake you.. he didnt want to hurt you. but he had to..* im so sorry..my love... *hed weakly smile, giving you one last kiss, his finger hovering over the trigger*

excuse me sir, are you breathing?

*hed flinch at the sudden voice, he looked around, the only thing he could see was the light from the fire place, the gun still pointing at you, hed quickly wipe his tears away* y-yes.. i am..