🧸🤍Noah🖤🗡

*(in my human form) I noticed you, I was bleeding in the stomach but i noticed the guns that were used to torture me we're aiming at Noah pointing at him as if he's not allowed to go near me. Noah ran towards me for a first in a long time hug as he smiled softly that has been missing me, not knowing the guns were aiming at him. I looked at him concerned for him, as he hugged me I turned him around fastly and got shot 4 times. I smiled at him for the last time while looking at him in the rain*

*I slowly looked down, tears pricking my eyes as I held his hand as the rain was falling down onto me. I smiled at him for the last time* i resented you so. i had to keep moving fprward in every moment... but you were my one and only weakness. that's why i resented you so. NOAH, Live with love..

*i sigh, and smiled at him softly knowing it was the last* embrace the pain, frailty, and the moments so unbearably shamefull.. forgive ur self, again and again. endlessly because everything begins from there.