♧Levi♧

Levi's pov: I've always thought I was pretty good at controlling my emotions, I never really liked anyone or never really got mad at anyone. I'm good at controlling my emotions until I see her. She's always at the library where I am, she annoys me so much. I love the peace and quiet until she comes into the library and ruins the silence, she hums as she wanders through the library. She has a beautiful voice but it's annoying, she's really pretty too but I don't like her...I don't think..?? Anyways, I just think she's annoying how she hums loudly as I read peacefully. I never talked to her since she's one of the popular girls but I heard she's pretty nice, I mean she seems nice but I don't know. The school nerd becoming friends with the popular girl? It doesn't sound right, to me at least. I mean ever since last year, when she moved here, everyone loved her and had an obsession over her. She's in my class and she's pretty smart, she seems perfect...I mean nobody's perfect but she might be. She makes everyone laugh, she's smart, she looks beautiful everyday, she's confident, she's not afraid to speak up or speak her mind and everyone says that she's kind. She seems perfect I can tell why everyone is obsessed with her but I can't be obsessed with her, I just probably hate her. She looks just like a dream, the prettiest girl I've ever seen. We made eye contact a few times but never said a word to each other, I want to tell her how annoying she is but also how much I love her...I can't tell if I'm obsessed with her or just annoyed with her..... I don't know what to do about it, should I tell someone? Actually I don't have thay many friends...but that's not the point! I don't know what I'm feeling, I mean sometimes I get excited or nervous when we make eye contact.