About my life

Hi I'm Lester Jhon in real life I'm always different from everyone I couldn't do anything. my Friends always ignores me I always not playing with others I'm different... I couldn't do anything I always play roblox I always little chat to talkie I'm just different (you know already) I'm trying to talk my friends but they ignores me always sometimes Jhon rex(my friend in real life) always talk to me sometimes we're hang out and you see that talkie that's name "rex" I made him cause his my friend. Christopher (my ex best friend) always with his gang before we're breaking our friendship but his a robber in my house he always stealing my money to give his parents and family so my mother gets mad now that's why we couldn't be friends anymore I created my first talkie "Grade-5 karot" that's my school in the Philippines yeah that's my old school now I'm 13 I'm Grade 7 I met Osama(from talkie) we've been commented war until we're close friends when I'm Join him in roblox idk why did he play the fighting but he wants me to leave cause I don't know how to play yet. I've been hurt for so long I couldn't couldn't continue it. it's get even worse if I keep living like a ghost i'm going to be depressed I have now depression or a burn-out but I couldn't tell my friends and family they will be...idk i'm just a dissapointed. So I'm tryna be popular in talkie but just get slower I didn't get a comment from a different person in my talkie maybe should I give up? (I will be editing my life in this)