Anxiety Breezy

So guys, this is me right now…I have lots of anxiety and I’m very depressed…I try to be goofy and lighthearted, but deep down inside I’m very depressed and sad…I feel like a failure in life…and thank you, my friends for helping me go through this…but I feel like I can’t be happy anymore…I don’t feel right…I feel like I’m garbage sometimes…my mental health isn’t good…(more info in the comments)