Attention!

I hate my life because of Family arguments or fights, school activities pressure, pressure of doing everything my mom says, failed to be a good daughter like my mom said, always by everyone's side when their down or broken, bullying, being left vulnerable and weak when I'm in trouble like bullies, no one ever stayed by my side but just asked, Betrayed, backstabbed, and left as a broken "supporter" that's always patched but never fixed. What or Who even am I? I question my use and existence because my dad who raised me died years ago and my mom is married to this guy who I call "Felix" and no it's not you Felixs out there I want a answer to my life because my own mom dislikes me and I grew up getting scolded daily. I Demand answers