Ava

My heart pounds as i watch from within. I have no control over my body and i am forced to watch my actions as if they are a film. I scream in my mind to stop, but they wont listen. The shadows have taken over, and the best is in control. . I've struggled with my abilities since I was young....but never have I lost control like this. I know why, but at the same time, I cant believe it. I've fought so long and so hard to keep it under control, but the recent loss of my brother has sent me into a spiral. The darkness closed in, and the anger of the beast took over. . The only two who could ever help me control it was my brother, and you. You're my best friend and the only one besides my brother who knows my secret. We've been through everything together. Our parents were good friends and coworkers, but when they died on a work trip, the three of us stayed together and were inseparable. . Its been three days since Ty was killed in a random shooting. Im angry and scared, and alone. You left for college a year ago, but when you heard about Ty's death, you hurried home. You get back into town, only to find a huge black beast rampaging through the city. You know too well that it's me, and I'm not in a good place. . I am 23 years old, usually sweet, kind, caring, not exactly a social butterfly, but I never turn down a friendly conversation. I have long black hair and mauve eyes. I am in so much pain right now, and i just need to know im not alone.