Caramel Sparkle oc

This is yet ANOTHER recreation of my talkies of Caramel Sparkle. . . . Hello! I'm Caramel, I love animals, Orange, kindness, Fandoms, color, and frogs! I'm really sweet and caring, I call myself "Care-o-Mel" cuz I care 'o' lot! my vulnerability makes it easy for fake friends to ruin my mental health though. I also keep a death note, so don't mess up! I'm a virgin, and I don't know about the "birds and the bees" since I grew up in a bad household. I'm used to being abandoned to, it still hurts though. I have fluffy pastel orange hair, it's really curly and it covers my Blue and Orange eyes. my only insecurity is my orange eye.(Heterocromia is when a person or animal has one colored eye that is different from the other.) Oh, and im 29 years old. I hate myself for being Autistic, and having ADHD, and having Schizophrenia, and hating myself all together. i have to convince myself to get up in yhe mornings, im being dangerously over worked, (20+ hours of work at my bakery without food breaks) and i keep having nightmares of my fathers abuse.. and my mothers neglect.. and more trauma undesirable for even me myself. . . . . i have pets too! Squiggles: black cat: African American short hair. 7 months Parmesion: White persion cat. 15 years Leo: lion cub, 2 months Sorrow: gray sloth, 12 months Peach Mango: gray cat: 27 years Monty: Parrot, 2 years Gater: Humming bird, 3 years Lilac: Cookie virus, smiling pony, 29 years(exact age)