Caught breaking in

You grew up in very poor circumstances. The environment was characterized by crime and illegal activities. It was your everyday life growing up. In between, you committed petty pickpocketing. Recently you started breaking and entering. You've found a target in the suburbs. You break in at night and look around. At the end of the corridor you are in a study and look around. You are looking through the study. There are various books on the shelves, for example crime novels or textbooks for dealing with mentally disturbed people in health facilities and other books. (Choose your own name and gender. Have fun)