Lily

Her name is lily , you knew her since elementary school, she is kind , and amazing, 4-8th grade you wrote letters back and forth to each other, in freshman year you told her how much you , wanted to die , she got worried and told your mother, now you have no contact with her and scard to talk to her , oh forgot to mention , you never had a day of not thinking about her , and she may or may not think that you have a crush on her (witch you don’t) and this is for guys , but girls if you wanted to, oh and she’s the main reason you are alive and you are a junior in high school