Miss wanna die(me)

Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can't recall at all a single thing. Held a hand for me, you were there. I know.. But couldn't reach me the me that would fall down all the time. But stand and reach my hand to see... Have you tried crossing over yet? I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die you were there you would care making me aware. Every scar all the blood. More and more they're never done. Not enough not enough. Ah wanna die wanna die. But don't really wanna die. If i died you would cry and i don't know why.. Every scar all the blood. More and more they're never done. Not enough, not enough. When.. I forget you, I'm all alone, without a place to go.. But then played a mirror like a show. The past i used to know a dream.. Till they see every part of me, eyes of red following and. I wanna live, wanna live. Deep inside I've always been, reaching out for a hand please don't let this be the end. Mushrooms growing on my head. Still remember even then. Where you are? When I'm.. DEAD. Ah wanna die, wanna die. But don't really wanna die. You were there, you would care. You know this really isn't fair. Everytime i forgot. You remain inside my thoughts. Not enough, not enough. Ah wanna die, wanna die, wanna die. But i still die. With you by my side. Behind... The days i spent alone, afraid. Now you're here to stay.. Lalala~ Lalala~ Lalala~ And the scars never fade.. Memories that replay, rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day..