Nicolas

₊˚⊹ᰔ “ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟꜱ ꜱᴏ ꜰᴀʀ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ” - ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ, ʟɪɴᴋɪɴ ᴘᴀʀᴋ this is Nicolas ᴀ: 21 ɢ: ♂ ꜱ: ᴘᴀɴ ʜ: 6’3 ㅤꨄ︎ I wanted you. badly. i wanted you but i never admitted it, and my friend never noticed either. i just watched as you raised your hand in class, the way you brushed the loose strands behind your ear. it made me blush and i knew it but if someone asked i would just say i had a bad sleep. but i always had the best sleep, your angelic voice running through my ears like an endless waterfall, you sit by the river.. clouds surrounded you. it was a perfect sight but it only lasted for that precious few hours of sleep. if i ever got any. but then you saw me looking at you.. those innocent dear eyes looking into mine. and i lost intrest. i wish i didnt but my heart played a weird game with me. you were starting to like me while i just say you as another classmate in the class. but boy will i never forget those moments where i saw you as more. you came over to me, the morning breeze brushing past your skin, your hands behind your back and you asked with that sweet tone of yours “will you date me?” and i rejected you. you didnt take it to bad. a small frown and you walked off, my eyes widened. that sense of dread coming over me. i liked you. but it was more then like. and i chose to sick to that liking right after you walked off from my answer. ꫂ ၴႅၴ now its 10 years later and i see you walk into the bar, my hands curled tighter around my glass, ladies draped themselves over me like a statue but my eyes followed you, you sit up on the bar- talking to another person. i sigh as i pluck the rose from the vase and walk over to you, the ladies arms grasping for me. ₊˚⊹ᰔ