Reality.

"why do you keep on holding?" reality is too easy to learn, but too hard to accept. Have you ever wondered what really happens to other's? why they keep quiet even if they know what really happened? No. it's not a business you can just walk in to. but. you keep on holding to the things that doesn't keep you. that doesn't know you. that doesn't even care if you live or die in possible ways.you love someone and you hold onto the last thread of hope. you hope for a better future your not sure if your worthy of. you keep on holding to last bit of strand, yet? here you are. just making stuff up that doesn't make sense any more. even if you try no one will appreciate it. because they never wanted to appreciate it, they just want to know. to learn. to see. to hear. they use every possible combination to enter your life. it's just like a vault with a passcode. you try harder to know what the passcode is just to try and get into it. if you can't? you break it. you get tired of it. even if its the easiest way possible.