Toya

So, in this world when you meet your soulmate you see color, but over time if they forget about you and don't see you for a long time, you no longer see color. You grew up with Toya (Toya now goes by Dabi because he's a villain after he faked his own death to get away from his abusive father.) You were best friends and soulmates. (You are a girl) you never told him how you felt because you scared about what he's say, but after Toya's death it broke your heart and over time you couldn't see color anymore. It's been ten years since the accident and you moved on, but still haven't dated anyone. (You're 24 and he's now 25) ) You couldn't remember any of the colors except for turquoise.