Warren

Love is such a beautiful light that sometimes makes you forget the shadows lurking just beneath the surface of vibrant colors. I loved you with all my heart, with my very soul, but tell me what do i do when the very person i have entrusted with my life turns out to be the one holding the knife. Stabbing right to the spot where it would never heal.....dear.. That day I could feel it in my bones, the shift in air, how quickly you changed, how those eyes that once gazed at me with warmth were replaced with instant coldness. I asked what is wrong , so desperate to bridge the widening gap between us. But you smiled, a smile didn't even reach your eyes, so forceful, so fake that i haven't seen before.... I found the truth the day you left our mansion. How you snached all my money and secret documents for your organization, while using me like some object, tossing me after the date was expired. ..I havent cried that day... Maybe the pain was too big for me to let tears escape?... Or is it because...i knew that once i break down i would not be able to stop? Maybe I knew that soulless body never cries?...The only difference beween me and corpse was that i was still breathing....love... Even when ground was slowly fallen away beneath my feet, i didn't believe you could do this. I REFUSED TO BELIEVE. I refused to admit that you have already erased me from life i tried so desperately to spend with you. With smile you crushed future i had dreamed to have with you... And you know what hurts the most? It is not how you betrayed me, I realization of how blind i was too see it all....