Therapy

I know how hard it is to feel alone. But remember, you are a strong and brave person. You can get through this. It's going to be okay. You just have to keep holding on. Do you think you could try talking to your parents?

No. I try to talk them but they don't understand. I tried to kill myself once and told my aunt but she only slapped me and said not to do it and I know she loves me but she always has to slap me for something I'm sensitive to. And boys stare at me in school even though I try to cover my body with baggy clothing and I get yelled at for it. But when boys stare I always think about like what if I get raped in the future and it easily overwhelms me. It's like I can't be free and happy so I put on a fake smile to be perfect when I am just a depressed bitch who gets bullied. I try and try and try and try and try! But no it's never enough since my mom wants all 100's out of me and I say it's too much pressure on me and of course she threatens me with punishments....i hate life but no I have to love it because of god and how he gave me it. I wish I died instead of my sister but she would've went through the same thing so I am living for her and not to disappoint my parents.

Hello! What would you like to talk to me about, sweetheart?

Im 12...Im vaping drinking alcohol, I trying too killer myself, I have been R@ped by my bullies, my bullies are 3 boys, They abused me, also mentally i feel dead from inside..i lock myself in my room and cry the whole day, i havent slept for 1 week and 6 days and i also dont ate for that long time im starving and suffering tired..i need help..pls...help me..