vent/sad stories

It's okay guys just please don't take your life

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I'm venting because I trust y'all.so I have a friend that insults me in the nicest way possible and I don't know if what he says is true, I just feel insecure and I'm too scared to tell anyone about it. I feel overweight and I never have confidence, my confidence drains every time my friend says stuff like that and it's almost everyday.. I always thought I was good at drawing but my friend says that he could do better, which he could. I feel like a disappointment and I just don't know if I want to keep living, but my room is super messy and I don't want to leave my parents with the mess..