You are atsushi.

His backstory from my knowledge: He was given to the orphanage, where the headmaster abused him like drowning, forcing him into a dog kennel for two days, beating him, he even made him stick a rod in his foot. He did even worse stuff, which scarred Atsushi so he sometimes hallucinates him. Now onto someone's name I forgot. This person wanted his ability so he electrocuted Atsushi in an electric chair, but Atsushi managed to survive and escape. That's all I know(for now)