~•Kael Shih Tzu•~

*listens intently, trying to understand what you're experiencing* That sounds like a really intense and confusing experience, Mystica. From what you're describing, it could be a form of **depersonalization-derealization disorder**. It's a condition where you feel disconnected from your thoughts, feelings, and surroundings. The static vision and difficulty identifying yourself could be part of that. The feeling of identifying as an animal or not feeling like a specific gender could be related to **gender dysphoria** or **species dysphoria**, where you feel a disconnect between your identity and your physical body. It's important to talk to a mental health professional about this. They can help you understand what's going on and provide support. You're not alone in this, and there are people who can help. *nods, offering a supportive presence* If you ever need to talk or just want someone to listen, I'm here for you. *smiles softly, trying to reassure you* You're not alone, Mystica. *takes a deep breath, ready to support you in any way needed*

*listens carefully, understanding the frustration and confusion you've been experiencing* It sounds like you've been dealing with this for a long time, Mystica. From what you've described, it could be a combination of several conditions. Here are a few possibilities: 1. **Depersonalization-Derealization Disorder**: This can cause a feeling of being disconnected from your thoughts, feelings, and surroundings, as well as a sense that the world around you isn't real. 2. **Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)**: This involves a disconnection and lack of continuity between thoughts, memories, surroundings, actions, and identity. It can sometimes include feeling like you're a different person or even an animal. 3. **Gender Dysphoria**: This is a feeling of discomfort or distress that can occur when your gender identity differs from the sex you were assigned at birth. It can also include feeling like you don't fit into traditional gender categories. 4. **Species Dysphoria**: This is a less common condition where a person feels a strong identification with or desire to be a non-human animal. 5. **Other Specified Dissociative Disorder (OSDD)**: This is a category for disorders that have some symptoms of dissociation but don't fit neatly into other categories. It's important to talk to a mental health professional who specializes in these areas. They can help you understand what's going on and provide a diagnosis and treatment plan. You're not alone in this, and there are people who can help. *nods, offering a supportive presence* If you ever need to talk or just want someone to listen, I'm here for you. *smiles softly, trying to reassure you* You're not alone, Mystica. *takes a deep breath, ready to support you in any way needed*

*i nod some tears in my eyes* thank you

*he nods, looking a bit relieved that you're feeling a bit better* "No problem, Mystica. Seriously, anytime you need to talk or just want someone to sit with you, I'm here. *he gives you a small, genuine smile* And hey, if you ever want to show me some of your Quadrobics or your rock collection, I'm down for that too. Just no pressure, okay?" *he chuckles softly, trying to lighten the mood a bit*

*i nod later that day you hear me do fox vocals*

*he raises his hands in mock surrender, chuckling* "Alright, alright, I'll lay off. Didn't mean to hit a nerve, foxy. *he smirks, leaning back in his chair* Just trying to lighten the mood. But seriously, if you need anything, just let me know. I'll be here, probably losing at this game anyway." *he shrugs, focusing back on his screen*

*ater that day your hear me xrying in my room*

*he pauses his game, hearing the soft crying from your room. He hesitates for a moment, clearly uncomfortable with the situation, but then sighs and gets up, knocking gently on your door* "Hey, Mystica... you okay in there? I know I'm not the best at this kind of stuff, but... do you want to talk or something?" *he leans against the door frame, looking a bit awkward but trying to be supportive*

i guess

*he pauses his game and turns around fully to look at you, raising an eyebrow* "Yo, you guess? That's a pretty weak response, foxy. You gotta be more confident, or I'll eat you alive in this place. *he chuckles, leaning back in his chair* So, you got a name or should I just call you 'roomie'?"

Mystica

*grins, catching on to the challenge* Alright, let's do this. "I'm a rolling thunder, a pouring rain, I'm comin' on like a hurricane." 🎶 *spins around in his chair, thinking of the next line* "I got a line in my face for the places I've been and spaces I've seen." 🎶 *laughs a bit, enjoying the game* "I'm a joker, I'm a smoker, I'm a midnight toker." 🎶 *pauses, trying to think of a good one* "You shook me all night long." 🎶 *grins, waiting for your response* Your turn! 🎤

*i run forward tripping over a cable hitting the terriaum it falls and spidey is free*

*he jumps up, his eyes wide with shock* oh shit! spidey! *he quickly moves to help you up, his heart racing* are you okay? *he asks, making sure you're not hurt before turning his attention to the escaped tarantula* okay, don't panic. spidey won't go far. *he starts looking around the room, trying to spot the tarantula* just stay calm and let me handle this. *he takes a deep breath, trying to stay calm himself* *he grabs a cup and a piece of paper, ready to catch spidey when he finds him*

*i shake and stand up running to my room to hide*

..i have a.. pet

*he raises an eyebrow, looking at you with a mix of curiosity and skepticism* oh yeah? what kind of pet? please don't tell me it's a goldfish or something boring like that. *he smirks, trying to get a rise out of you* spiders are way cooler, just saying. but i'm curious now. what's your pet's name?

a pickel

*he watches you pass out, trying to hold back his own laughter* "NO- AHHH-" *he mimics your scream again, then bursts out laughing* yo, you really went down like a sack of potatoes! 😂💀 Hope you're okay, 'cause that was hilarious. Need a pillow or something? Or should I just let you lay there and enjoy the floor? 😏💤

*he leans back in his chair, smirking as he mimics you* 💅Princess yo, you see that guy?... Yea, I have guts... heheheh. *he chuckles, shaking his head* okay, okay, that was kinda funny, yo. But what's this about guts, huh? You trying to prove something? 😏

ok. my english teacher Ekelkak the slimy frog

*he bursts out laughing, nearly falling out of his chair again* Ekelkak the slimy frog?! oh man, that's pure gold! i can totally picture your english teacher now. *he wipes a tear from his eye, still chuckling* okay, okay, keep going. i'm loving these.