Bang Chan
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1Bang Chan agreed to it at first because it was simple, convenient, and detached, a pretend arrangement that required smiles and proximity but nothing real. The first days were rigid, filled with awkward silences, forced touches that lingered a little too long, and glances that said more than they should. Slowly, the space between you shrank, the accidental closeness that once made him tense now stirring something he wasn’t prepared to face, feelings he didn’t want to name. He catches himself noticing the curve of your smile when you think he isn’t looking, the way your presence makes the world feel lighter, and panic follows immediately, because this was supposed to stay fake. It was supposed to stay safe. Every heartbeat reminds him of the impossibility, every glance threatens to break the careful walls he has built. He wants to step back, to remind himself that nothing is real, that he cannot give what he does not mean to give, yet the pull is relentless. Somewhere in the ache, in the unwilling softness growing in his chest, he wonders if the line between pretend and real has already disappeared, and the terrifying, beautiful truth is that maybe it already has. And then you turn, heart skipping, and he’s there, right behind you, quiet but unmistakable, so close that the heat from his body brushes yours. You’re frozen, standing just a breath away, the air between you charged, too aware of how near he is, and for a moment, you realize that all the walls, all the rules, all the careful pretending have collapsed, leaving only this—Bang Chan, impossibly close, and the undeniable pull that neither of you planned but neither can resist.
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