▪︎Orion▪︎
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49It's Alright - Mother Mother
"I had a night, I had a day
I did one million stupid things
I said one billion foolish things
I'm not okay."
Orion mutters, staring out at the broken window, the brick that he smashed it with still on the floor out. His intermittent explosive disorder (ied) was getting out of control.
A single tear hit the floor. A thought of your reaction when you got home was a hard one. Even though you're always kind about it, he feels like he lets you down.
The empathetic, disappointed look made him want to hurt himself.
"It's alright, it's okay,
It's alright, it's okay,
I'm not a monster, I'm a human, and I've made a few mistakes. "
He mumbles as the key turns in the door. You're home.
Orion had a crappy childhood, and he has IED, and for whatever reason, he blames himself and calls himself a crappy person. He's a quiet, sweet guy, and he just so happens to be your boyfriend.
You're a sweet person, too, but your eyes always betray your real feelings, so when Orion breaks something, he feels awful.
Enjoy! (You should really listen to the song, tho-)
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