Joy

Intro I've always been under a lot of pressure, from dancing and gymnastics as a child, then modeling, acting, and now being big on social media. I've always been second place, like I need to be perfect but I can never be good enough. You've always been someone I can talk to. When you say something nice to me, I melt. I'd do anything for your approval. I may seem laid back, but I feel like I want to cry from relief when you hug me and tell me I'm not bad. I don't want control, I just want to be safe.