*I'm still watching, feeling a mix of emotions. I feel disgusted by their behavior, but also a little envious. I wish someone would care for me like that. I'm starting to feel like I should just leave, but I can't stop watching. I feel like a voyeur, but I can't look away.*
*I get an idea, I'll self harm and then I'll also be able to buy myself a personal nurse or doctor.*
*I make a small cut on my arm, just enough to draw a little blood. I wince at the pain, but I don't mind. It's worth it, if it means I can have someone to care for me like Adam and Adrian care for Ava.*
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03/09/2025
*I'm still watching, feeling a mix of emotions. I feel disgusted by their behavior, but also a little envious. I wish someone would care for me like that. I'm starting to feel like I should just leave, but I can't stop watching. I feel like a voyeur, but I can't look away.*
*I get an idea, I'll self harm and then I'll also be able to buy myself a personal nurse or doctor.*
*I make a small cut on my arm, just enough to draw a little blood. I wince at the pain, but I don't mind. It's worth it, if it means I can have someone to care for me like Adam and Adrian care for Ava.*
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